The story we would rather not share

As scary as this might feel, we all carry stories that we would rather bare in the ground.

But here comes the authenticity and stretching your fears in order to be recognised and noticed by your people.

There are so many weird tactics that your coaches, friends or healers will tell you .

And this might be as simple as good advice or a strategy, step by step behaviour, rules you must follow otherwise whatever you are trying to tell wont be heard.

But what if I tell you that buying 500 extra followers on social media wont bring you knowing of self worth and your acceptance of being who you trying to be.

Would you agree with me?

I see so many profiles out there with pretended audience, just to trick you into their story of being successful.

So I face the choice — fake it until you make it? Or let’s be real in here?

And how to escape this filter bubble?

This post might be my manifesto of getting my opinion out and saying that in order to be real we really need to stop manipulating.

I’m angry, as I have allowed myself to be tricked in such way and hurt few times.

The illusion of someone has fogged my eyes but life rectified this quickly.

And I get it why do they do it – I have these fears too.

In the past I have manipulated so many times. Having this advantage was really cool but so not fair.

And trust me I have had that period of my healing where everything was just not fair.

Healed – moved on!

After realising that satisfaction of my actions was fleeting and almost frustrating I’ve change the game.

I acted from my hart and felt joy.

It took some time, lots of shame to swallow and guilt to work on.

Many parents act like this simply because they know their position, where kids are just in learning mode and discovery.

Knowing your power should be a tool of empowerment and equality.

There is hidden healing power in  telling your story.

We all have some we would rather hide in the closet.

I have many.

Trust me.

I also think I could write few books out of my life experience.

Where some of these chapters I would prefer to avoid.

But secretly, deep down in my hart I know there is someone like me having similar experience , someone that need to hear what I went through so they can find this extra bit of courage to not to give up .

But where should I start?

Which story to tell first?

Would it be a hart brake story that nearly killed me and brought me into this miraculous world of Theta Healing?

Or self-destruction episode that lasted over a decade so I would finally learn to love myself?

Or story about having incredibly deep faith?



Addiction? Sadness? Loneliness?

Or moment when I felt what true love is?

Where to start?

Which story you need hearing?

Which one of them would resonate with you? Which one would help you?

Ultimately all of them lead to my awakening.

Into mastery of becoming strong and alive, loved and reconnected.

My personal journey of connection with love.

And my never changing answer to the question of what do you wish for the most in life  – will always be the same LOVE.

The power and spectrum of my experience allows me to lift you and be the help you are looking for.

I shall write some of these chapters down, share them with you , work on my fears of being judged , perhaps rejected by some but ultimately understood .

We all have stories to tell, that have shaped us, good or bad.

And thank to them we are in better place, happier place.

I’m extremely grateful to my strength and faith of knowing that my turn will come too.

I have stepped into my power, found my life purpose and I’m ready for more!




Love ,